LOVE

What exactly is love? And how are you supposed to know when you are in love or when you're being loved? I've never thought about this small word so much before but now I've just been thinking about these 4 letters more and more. I think you know you're in love when you just feel amazing. You feel like nothing can go wrong and nothing will go wrong. You just want to go ahead and scream it when you see that person next and hug them and kiss them because you know you're in LOVE! But what happens when you get that feeling more than once? When you meet someone else and get that exact feeling you just had...

Now it gets confusing and fuzzy and blurry, and then you're not so sure of what to do. You feel so weird, but it's that 4 letter word that still makes you feel so good. And that small simple feeling makes you feel like nothing is wrong. But are things really that wrong? After all it's just a feeling, but because it has been made out to be a big deal is why you freak out; it's why you panic for feeling it for two different people. Part of you is so excited and happy and feeling the best you could ever feel in your entire life; then your other half is screaming and tearing you apart inside because it has no idea what is going on or what you're going to do about it. And on the outside you have to be completely calm, completely fine about what is happening to you. Then you're alone and you can break down; you can break down over a four-letter word that has put you in this position--a position you would have never pictured yourself in.

Love. What a crazy, stupid, beautiful, insanely perfect word that can make you feel so much more than just the one emotion it's defined to evoke. It is possibly the only word that makes you feel happy then completely sad all at once and so quickly from one to the next. How crazy is it that one simple word can change your thoughts and feelings in an instant.